Boys and Ballet

Dear Bloggers,

Heyy .. it dancer girl. This week was a weird one. We didnt have school but i still had dance so i was still really busy. I was given so much homework to finish, and i did none. And to be honest, it had nothing to do with having loads of ballet, and it had nothing to do with the olympics. It was a boy.

So awhile ago i met this boy and hes perfect and amazing and sweet and .. well u get the point. Anyways .. im at a bording school for dance and hes at home .. so we tried the long distance thing and that worked, really well .. for tow months. ): see what happend was .. he couldnt do the distance, so he ended it .. but it was strange. He ended it in a way that sounded like he loved me and hated me at the same time. A few days later we was dating this Jamie girl .. but all my friends said .. that we were really similar. I called him and we talked for a long time. He told me he still loved me and that Jamie was a replacment. I was so happy .. i couldnt think.

But heres where it gets tricky. He started saying things like "oh well .. it would have been amazing .. we would have been together for a long time" so i said (without thinking) "im coming home next year" .. and ooohhhh emmmm geeeee .. he flipped he was so excited ..
its not gone being complicated .. but currently im dating a guy named paul .. and i mean .. he is replacing my prince charming ..

anyways .. what im trying to get to .. is that idk if i should stay here with paul, who i only sort of like, and dance pro .. or should i go home and dance for fun and be with the boy a love with all my heart.

Thanks for reading
your dancer girl